Fat Popularity (written in high school, struggling with anorexia)

It's Strange how a girl so popular,
So sure of herself,
Could be so unsure,
And Completely.
Messed.
Up.

Letting one thing that is meaningless,
Control her life.

She acts as though only HE
controls her life.

But HE can't be the controller
When she won't let Him,
When only the temptation has POWER.

Unless...
She can stop it,
Forcing herself to quit,
Making it all end.

To starve, is a bad thing,
But to be fat in the popular world-
Is even worse.